Sunday, October 31, 2004

Notice how everyone's MSN nick is so morbid when its nearing the exams?


Paradise Lost --Karen


What are we working for--Cousin Yan


Fading faith--Ying Chiu


Dissapointments come and go but live still moves on--Cindy


Procrastinating--Shilin


There goes my dream...sigh..--Angeline


If nothing is impossible, completing my revision=nothing--ChinHee


Screwed is the word--Candice


Its kindda contaigious....the sordid mood spreads and everyone goes...BAAAAHHHHH.....


On a different note altogether...

I'm wipping up a storm in the kitchen tonight!
On the Menu:
1) Fish Head Curry
2) Some vegetable soup
3) Teriyaki Unagi
4) Rice

Lo Behold! The next Jamie Oliver is in the making!

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Saturday, October 30, 2004

I got a call from KPMG. I got shortlisted for an interview with them.

Can't decide if I should rejoice or be sad. Not that keen on working with them, but its the only call I received so far.

Crossing my fingers for more calls from my prospective employers.


Today is CALINE'S ACTUAL BIRTHDAY!!
Happy 21st birthday to u babe! Love ya!

besides that, ITS MY 2ND YEAR ANNIVERSARY with sam!!

Not going anywhere fancy, just a simple dinner at Jack's Place. Gotta come back and study...my first paper is on the 4th!!!!

Got the case for the exam already. Its on the HOUR GLASS. So if anyone has any valuable information or case analysis on The Hour Glass...PLEASEEEEEEEEEE email the link to me.

Frankly, I feel this shitty 311 course is not about testing one's Strategic Management skills, rather its a test of your networks and contacts. If you so incidentally have alot of smart ass dean-listers as your friends, then you will stand to gain by engaging in a discussion with them as to how they are going to approach analysing the case.

Its a test of how resourceful you are in finding information about the case. Maybe I could arrange for an interview with Jennie Tay? Would she oblige to this pathetic request from a low-ranking local university?

And as with all closed book exams, its a test of memory!!!!
How I wish I have an expandable memory slot which I can insert a 1 gig SD Card with the information from the entire course.
I simply can't memorise. Its not me.

When would the syllabus really move away from rote learning? And stop the unfair rewarding of As to those pea-brained, sheltered nerds who simply regurgitate everything from the text.

NO, I'M NOT SOUR!

Its just downright unjustified.

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Thursday, October 28, 2004

I screwed up my big day

Firstly, its the 311 presentation. A slip of tongue and a very picky tutor ruined my hopes of pulling my grades to an A.


Next, the most embarrassing and devastating incident in my 3 years in Business School.



My mind went blank in the middle of my presentation.
The awkward silence whilst I frantically searched my que cards for the words to say.
The silent puzzlement from the faces of my classmates( ALL 50 OF THEM!)
The thumping of my head and the quiver in my hands...

ITS THE END FOR ME.


Never before had I fumbled in my presentations. Be it speaking in front of an audience of 100, or engaging a class in an impromptu discussion. It was never a problem for me. Today, I wasn't even nervous before the presentation. In fact, I even mentioned to my teammate that I was surprisingly calm.


I have no idea what came over me at that point in time...even now, I still stare blankly at space, stupefied as I recount that fateful aftnoon.



Could it be retribution?
I was always particular about other people's presentations. From their pronunciation, to their distracting mannerisms. I was contemptous in fact.

Somehow, I thank God for this painful lesson. It is indeed a humbling one.


Also, another thought occured to me as I did my QT tonight. I never really relied on God. I tot I could do it on my own. I tot I was sufficient on my own.


In the midst of rushing for the reports and presentations this week, I have simply forgotten about Him. Rushing to close up the gap on my study timetable, squeezing in as much as I can into my 24hrs, sometimes even at the expense of my QT and bedtime prayers, (cos I fell asleep on the bed with my book and pens open, radio and lights on!)I took everything on my own stride


I tried to accomplish everything with my own human strength. I tot I could.


But I'm wrong.


I feel deserted and alone. I really question what am I doing all this for??


I hate numbers. I take a whole day to balance a Balance Sheet, and 2 days to reconcile a Cash Flow Statement. I'm really not suited for this accounting crap.

Somehow, i feel immensely lonely. Despite having so many friends, there is a resounding emptiness in me. Could it be that God is no longer in there?


The feeling stinks.


Turn my eyes away from worthless things;
preserve my life according to your word.
Psalm 119:59

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Monday, October 25, 2004

Ok..I'm too stressed out.
So i have done something hilarious whilst destressing on one of my 7 mins break (learnt frm caline to take odd numbered mins for breaks and naps!)


No prizes for guessing tt I'm a OC (convert) Fanatic.


Characters are matched according to personality, looks or merely just because.
I choose Summer cos i like her, altho i bear absolutely no resemblance to her at all! haha..perhaps her "assets" tt's all...oh well..


Ailin has the sharp chiselled jaws of Kirsten. Caline and Joel the spunky hair and character of Anna...Joey has an uncanny resemblance to hailey(however her name is spelt!) and Candice, just the lanky frame of Marissa.


This photo I reckon wld be subject to alot of disputes..but its just wat i feel!

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Disclaimers apply

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Sunday, October 24, 2004

HAPPY PREMATURE BIRTHDAY CANDICE!!!


Candice's real birthday is on the 25th...and as usual, it is celebrated early to avoid clash with the exams..
Notice how everything in your life revolves around the exams during this period?


Below are some pictures of the evening..


I was just reflecting with Joel abt why so many people are having birthdays this month. She gave a very satisfactory and logical answer.

Couples make out often at the beginning of the year, precisely on the night of new year's eve. Symbolic of a fresh start for the year, or simply to seize that special night. Therefore, doing your maths, babies would be born approximately around the month of Oct! That's why I have SO MANY FRIENDS CELEBRATING THEIR BIRTHDAYS THIS MONTH!!!


Speaking of Joel, she has motivated me to really start pulling up my socks and start serious studying!
She meets her darling only once a week, and that is during class!!!!
Tt's why she can catch up on her studies!

She is so disciplined. She's my role model.

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C for Candice! Joel is off with her '5'!!

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dun u want to slap our guai lan faces?!?

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The (Singapore) OC

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the usual group. Candice (bdae gal) is the one jutting out of the average height range.

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Friday, October 22, 2004

Its nearing the end of the week...and I HAVE ACCOMPLISHED LITTLE!!!

I'm one week and the half behind my study schedule.

I have not done the presentation slides as planned for my two major presentations next week.

I have not finished my report for 206.


In short, I'M D-E-A-D.


Its time to turn on my steam full throtle, and bury my head in my books.
No longer can I afford to procrastinate...
No longer can I watch senseless ch 8 dramas.


Btw, the new swimming serial at 9pm is ssoooooooo bimbotic!!
I bet there were lots of stand-ins for the swimming parts and camera tricks to make them seem so fast!
Also, Rachael Lee can't act for nuts!! Her facial expressions are stuck at either

Mode 1:Sluty smile, or

Mode 2: Bitchy smile


She can't even speak chinese properly. Think she shd learn a thing or two from Fiona Xie, whose mandarin improved tremendously from her sec sch days. Tink our chinese teacher would have been proud of her!


I watched the GET REAL episode on blogging..
Interestingly, it makes me question my motives for blogging.


Am i wallowing in too much self-pity, am I blogging for an audience....?Dun tink its the latter, since I dun tink anyone reads my blog anyway.
So it eliminates to it being the former.

WOE IS ME!!!

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Rachael Stiff Queen Lee

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Wednesday, October 20, 2004


The Sensational Seven

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My favourite pic of the day!! Cos my fat arms can't be seen! and most importantly cos its with my lovely Baby!

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Sunday, October 17, 2004

HAPPY PREMATURE BIRTHDAY CALINE!!!


Today is Caline's turn. Its her turn to go tru the initiation..of throwing the relunctant yet necessary 21st Birthday gig!

Well, the jean gang was basically the door bitches. Snapping shots of guests on the polariod, making them write "testimonials" for caline...and of course, engaging on our favourite past time..BITCHING! NOT! We are not that mean... :)


Totally didn't touch my books today. Feeling all so guilty!!
Was rushed off this aftnoon by chloe to get gifts for frens turning 21. It's the most taxing year man! Apart from the age where all your friends start to get married and you have to pao big ang paos...this has got to be the next worst.

Speaking of which, I have a wedding to attend end of the month!! My finances are so hitting rock bottom!

Looks like I have to get advance pay from my baby for my designing work.


Speaking of which, I'm attending Devil's Bar anniversary celebrations on the 2nd of Nov! 2 day before my first paper...DARN!

Sam has 3 invites...seems to be very exclusive, since the event is by invitation only. Oh well....might give it a miss..for the sake of my honours degree.


Will upload more photos another time. My other card is wif sam. So meanwhile enjoy these!



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Joey, caline, angeline and me!

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Babe Central

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Vengence is sweet...........mhuahahuaha!

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the birthday gal with her would be husband playing family with her little cousins!

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Saturday, October 16, 2004

I HAVE 4 JOB APPLICATION FORMS TO COMPLETE BY WED!


No prizes for guessing which FOUR companies I'm filling up applications for.
Its like signing my death sentence when I put my signature at the end of the applications.


Still undecided about which of the Big 4 to put as first choice.
Definitely not KPMG for me. Inhumane working environment.

Apparently, all in all, those Big 4 are hiring about 600 NTU grads. There are about 550-600 students. Discounting for those who want to join the banks, or non-accounting related industries or wants to be their own boss, there would be only about 500 left.

The demand exceeds the supply. We all get a job? Unbelieveable.


The stress is kicking in. My paper is on the 4th.
All the presentations are due soon. Will probably be in formal attire the whole week round.

Will remember to replenish the plasters in my purse. Those pumps are killing me!


Too tired from the applications. Gotta rest for tmw. Birthday party weekend again!


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Saturday, October 09, 2004

BimBoBees are 3rd!!


I now officially announce that the win by Team Bimbobees is not flukish and it is a well deserved win!

We fought hard. We won by a huge margin. We are the real stuff!

Yesterday marks the end of the Street Challenge Tournament. It has been 3 days of endless laughter, crap, bitching, acting bimbotic, taking photos, and of course playing netball!

Only managed to have my "dinner" at 11pm! Damn bloody famished lar!!!
We ate like we have not eaten for days.


Btw, I have just learnt two supposedly very widely accepted acronyms (at least according to Joel and Angeline!).
BCM= Bar Chor Mee
PNL= Punggol Nasi Lemak


Time for me to nurse my aches and bruises...


When can I walk down the stairs without pain?


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The Olympic Bite

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Winners, not flukers mind u!

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My FYP group. Its not all about work! We play too!!

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our favourite ariel shots. Supposedly makes ur face looks slimmer. Are we living up to our team name or wat!?!?

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All the smiles after the victory!

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Friday, October 08, 2004

Street Challenge


The past two days have been really tiring..but nonetheless, very fun!
We are a really a fluke team I have to say.

Joined the competition with no hopes of winning whatsoeva. Only hope that we would not cover the bottom of the charts. Gave ourselves a really laughable team name too. So no one would put their money on us even winning.

We emerged the top of our group!
Out of 4 games, we only played two. Two other were walkovers! Seems like Murphy is really is Barbados!

Think we are really rusty and old. Only after a short game, we are out of breath, muscles aching, toe nails breaking, blah blah...totally living up to our team name of Bimbos!!

It has become a ritual to take photos incessantly before seriously starting our training. So I have lots of photos to post here! Waiting for Ying Ciu to upload.


Some say my entries are too short.
Firstly, I not one who writes much. Only significant things. I dun write stuff like what time I eat, what time I shit, what time i sleep. U get the trend?


Secondly, I lead a boring life. After all I'm in NTU. What dere to talk abt in that island anyway?


Thirdly, good things are hard to come by! hahaha...so stay tuned for my infrequent and infamous short blog entries!


Ok, I have to attend to my aching injuries and bones. Till I feel like blogging again.....
Goodnight world.

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me on the toilet's "catwalk" runway!

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Sunday, October 03, 2004

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGIE!!!


Check out the pics frm the event below!

Yah, angeline's bdae kicks off the start of my consecutive weeks of birthday parties!
EVERY SAT!!!Next week is caline's, followed by Candice's, den...I cant rem who is next!
i'm so gonna be broke man...


MY DEARIE BOUGHT ME A RING TODAY!!!!!
iTS BEAUTIFUL!
its a 2nd yr anniversary gift. An upgrade from the first ring. Bigger stones, heavier gold. hahaha... I'm starting be make diamonds my best friend!


Sam says" oh ok..in tt case, I shall buy you only one..since you shd be loyal to your BEST friend.."


I juz looked blankly at him..


Anyway, every jewelry shop is having sales nowadays. Guess its TAKA that spoiled the market. Haha..but I'm happy, since consumer is king and I get the stones at a cheaper price!

Bt the thing wif TAKA....i dunno why but it just reminds me of Giodarno.
Its the equivalent in the industry I guess.


Having a netball game this wed.

Name of my team: Bimbo-bes.
As in wannabes, we are B-I-M-B-Obes...get it?

not my idea..


*gun bangs* I'M GONNA START MY EXAM REVISION AS OF NEXT WEEK!
NO MORE PROCRASTINATION! NO MORE EXCUSES!




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my current "best friend"!

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the whole NTU gang. Wat a squeeze!

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Model wannabes. From left: me, caline, angeline (bdae gal) and Joey

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more pictures from my maiden ride...

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my first ride on the LRT !! sua ku me...

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Friday, October 01, 2004

Employment Doldrums


Yah, its official. The Big 4 are coming down ALL at one shot to recruit.

Big day for all accountancy students.

I can imagine the mad rush to print name cards (wonder if my printer is sending me mine today....), the scramble to polish up the resumes, the last minute haircut and shopping for power suits...

all out to impress the Big 4 recruiters.


Somehow, its like NS for me. I have to work for at lest 2 yrs in order to be a Certified Public Accountant. It will be hell for me in those firms.

No longer can I walk out of the office unabashedly at 5.30pm sharp.

Neither can I long to snuggle up with the commuters on the train at 6pm.

I won't get to see my parents at all the whole week. I'll be gone before they are up and I'll only be back at 3am.


Here's how a typical big 4 contract pay structure is like:

Gross salary $2000
MVC $100
Actual take home: $1600
Possible take home $1500

Here's the official working hours:Mon - Fri: 830 - 530 (i.e. 180 hours per month)
The actual working hours:Mon - Sat: 830 - 12am (i.e. 378 hours per month)

And according to Employment Act, if you earn >$1600, you are considered as an executive (joke huh?), so no OT for you.
Therefore, the amount you earn per hour in audit is calculated as:= $1600/378= $4.23

That's lower than what you'd earn in MacDonalds or as a shift worker in any factory!


MUMMY, DADDY!!! HELP ME!!!! I DUN WANT TO DIE THIS WAY!!!!!!


I would so much rather love to become a musuem curator, a graphics designer (OH! btw, i designed the new uniform for Devil's Bar..haha..damn chic I must say!), a sports doctor, an arts manager ...but NO!I can't.


Money isn't everything. Getting abused at work and subsequently using retail therapy to revenge myself is a vicious cycle.

I'm victimised.

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