At the PEAK
When they say: "wait till you experience the PEAK", I didn't really grasp the enormity of that sentence.
I do now.
It means surviving on only 4 hours of sleep each day.
It means working on Saturdays and Sundays....including Public Holidays.
It means forfeiting your MC even though your doctor instructed you to rest.
In a nutshell : I HATE MY JOB.
Not that many don't already know I dislike it right from the start...and not that it pays so well that all I'm suffering is worth it.
Why then do so many graduates still torment themselves and get into this line???
The last I checked, all my kolics' morale are at a all time low. Suicidal nicks replace the once festive greetings on their MSN.
This job is akin to dying....including digging your own grave before that.
But death is binary. On/Off.
The work is however killing me...slowly....but surely.
My bags are packed. Jetting off for more hellish work in a foreign land.
Till den.....keep me in your prayers please.
Ping
jeremy
Claracadabra
