Its gotta be one of my most decent and quiet Christmas Eve ever.

Not that I'm complaining

Its good...to just stay at home on a BIG eve..rather than squeeze with the crowds

In the comfort of my room

With just the music playin softly in the backgrd and the candles burning away. Its bliss...

Staring up at the ceiling, I feel at ease, calm, and peaceful

Why am I not in church for the Christmas Eve service? I dun quite like the tot of squeezing with the merry post-countdown party crowd after the service ends @ 1230am.

Will probably head for the Christmas Service in the morning tmw...

Wonder what my friends are up to this Christmas Eve...

Isn't it queer that I did not contact a single one of them to check out on their plans this Christmas Eve? I find it weird too...but I just didn't feel like it.

The common perception is that couples spend Christmas Eve together, doing romantic stuff..coming up with crazy escapades blah blah blah.

So it is not uncommon that many singles hate pple who are hitched on such occasions. My single frens tell me all about it.

To the point that when they were planning for their Christmas Eve outings, they conveniently excluded me! Without asking if I would like to join them. Its just taken for granted that I would be spending it with Sam. Sheesh...

I won't say its their fault. Its the society and its norms.

Maybe they should exclude me if I'm the super sticky type of gf that MUST spend every living moment (wat more on the EVE of Christmas!!) with my bf. But...HEY!I'm not!!Its not like I'm engaged or married!!!

But in a cynical way...I'm thankful I spent my Christmas Eve alone. Call it sour, bitter..wateva. Up to you to conceive.

But I kindda enjoy it.

No calls to head out to clubs, or mindless countdown parties.

In fact, no calls even to cfm the impending party tmw. I think its confirmed. Its cancelled.

Wow...we have reached a new level altogether...where our telepathy skills have enabled us to communicate in a manner that there is a mutual understanding amongst us. Without calls, or sms...I can sense that the party is cancelled...

But could it be that the miscommunication is deliberate?